A very trying week...

So Mom had a bit of an accident..cut her finger quite badly..shes got the stitches and all that. She'll be ok. She just can't work for a while. Dads out West, which leaves yours truly to hold down the fort. I can do this...hell, I am doing it...just so tired. I should be asleep right now, but i needed to get all this shit off my chest. I'm sure you understand.
Got me to thinking to about friendships as well. I'd emailed a few people needing a bit of encouragement (I'm the type of person who asks a friend for help if I need it). Alas no reply. From anyone I contacted.I understand they're busy with their lives and all, but i think I need to change my definitions of friendships. I could tell with one he was not interested in speaking with me when I caught him on MSN. I say to people...okay...I get it alright? I'm not oblivious to your signals....I've gotten quite adept at reading people...so if you have something to say, just say it. Quit trying to be nice when you don't want to. Don't worry about hurting my feelings...not your concern. Believe me, I've had worse hurts in my life. So unless he can just say what he wants to say but can't, I'll just not bother him. If I am misreading him (Very rare) then he needs to contact me and say so when he reads this. I just hope his move to Edmonton and his new life is rewarding and all that good stuff.
As for myself, I'd better get to sleep..have an appointment with my doctor in the morning. Don't worry Blogger friends..nothing bad. Tho sometimes I secretly wish I could be very sick just to see who my friends are. But by the way things are progressing, that won't be necessary.
God..I just need a hug right now. Thats all I want. If you're out there and actually give a damn...send good thoughts. Thank you.