Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Insomnia Strikes yet again!!! Damn it all...

Yup. Late. Still awake. Any suggestions from my Blogger pals on getting some sleep? Let me know.
Went out for a beer (or two) with my Dad. Nice to sit back after a day of hot weather in a hot kitchen, relaxing with a cold one. BUT...unfortunately, my fave beer isn't sold in Ontario. Anyone out West want to ship out some Kokanee for me? Just send it on the Grey Hound. Thanks. Much appreciated.
Soooo...good news...my baby sister is coming into town tomorrow (or today I guess) and I am looking forward to seeing her again. Am planning to visit my other little sister sometime in September in London, Ontario (about a 10 hour bus ride). Need a well deserved break soon. This should be a fun week. Am happy.
Message to 'Ostrich Boy' (you know who you are!) time to get your head out of the sand. A lot of people out there (you know who they are!) want to know what your plans are in getting them what is rightfully theirs. Wake up buddy! Like some brain said a long time ago "It's hard to smell the coffee with your head up your ass". Do the right thing...take responsibility for your actions for once...stop using people, and then accusing them of being the users, or telling them they're collecting "Martyr Miles", or worse yet, having a "Pity Party". You want some advice? Too bad...I'm gonna give it to you anyways...You have to work to make something happen....the work I'm referring to is not sitting like a lump in front of your comp all night and sleeping all day...especially when your 'work' on the comp isn't bringing in any money. YOU NEED A REGULAR PAYCHEQUE. Am I alone in this thinking, Blogger friends? If I owe anyone anything, I make sure I get it to them. Say what you like buddy..you know I'm right. I can think of 3 people (not me) who you owe money to. An insane amount. I don't have the audacity that you do to beg for money that way and still not find a job. Wow. You must really have it out for all us people who get up every day and bust our asses to bring home the bacon. This must be a protest on your part...down with the working stiffs! You know what I find interesting is you say that people confuse 'arrogance' and 'confidence', and now I see...you were an arrogant person to deal with. You have no confidence, and I find that sad..but don't worry..I'll not pity you any longer. In a way, you brought this all on yourself, and right now you can't see that. No matter how awful my life could get, I can still say with pride "I am still here, and I won't be broken". No I'm not arrogant...right now I have more confidence then I ever had when I was with you. You haven't brought me to your level. I am above all of it. Remember...in the end, the good guys (or in my case, the gals) win. This is what I have that you don't..Confidence...a fighting indominatable spirit...Compassion (now for those who truly desrve it)...respect for myself and all that I've achieved in my life....Integrity...Perserverance..and Courage to weather the storm when the going gets rough. I can still get up, even in depths of despair to do what I need to do to make sure I have what I need. That's all.
Peace out!

1 Comments:

At 9:11 PM, Blogger Pinky the Poet said...

Hey babe...sounds like a rough week...you're in my thoughts and my only advice as stupid as it may sound...forget about the a$$ and move on. You're better than him and those idiots who are bugging you at work. I miss you babe...

 

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